I suck @ this

Thats it! I really suck @ this. Remember you were gonna walk me through it.That was before we knew that your phone was going to be a persnickity little thing. So pardon the large spaces between things and boring layout. The great pics should make up for all of that. There are alot of songs I want to put on here for you, but I don't know how.Maybe you can talk me through that sometime,you know in all your spare time.I love you and I miss you like crazy! View this by yourself first,unless you want Rachel to know about my B-day. My kids know, they think it's halarious. They may have even told Rachel. I figure it's good for them to know that it's not the end of the world and Mamma's not goin to hell cuz she got trashed on her birthday.

the last 6 months

ME,37, and VERY drunk(for the first time ever,)"Aren't you proud??!!

My B-day Peeps.

My B-day Drink! I ONLY HAD 4!!!!!

My B-day cake.

For EVERYONE!!

Fourth of July Funky Glasses!!

The Fourth w/ Aunt Ness @ the horse races!

Js old bed, Es new bed

Really good Pic of me

Elis B-Day!

Mandas B-day @ Braums.Pappa Gary in good form!

This is the girls before the "Father-Daughter" Dance.

We are deep in the heart of Upward season. Lauren wants me to tell you that this is big G and not her. She is a control freak!!! We are downloading videos so she has requested assistance. (Which means I have to do all the work.) ;) Here is the promised picture of Eli's basket and also one of Bekah playing her version of D-Fense.

I will also include the pictures of the van. There is a special one just for Marcus. You figure it out.

MICE!

There has been lots of stirring in the dickens house. Not children or brownie mix either. MICE! Of course we know that there is activity in the back rooms. But those little #?*@#*^ atre getting very bold and venturing elsewhere in my giant house.So I'm declaring war. Which means a frontal assault on all thier hiding places! Translated: Lots of work for me and my kids. Yes, they are going to work. Lucky for me I have back up, aunt nessa has lots of time on her hands and wants to spend it with us.It also helps that she slept on the couch last night and awoke at one point and thought that Eli was playing in his room, only to discover that he was sound asleep on the cot beside her. In fact everyone in the house was asleep, Except of course for the MICE!!!! Who were making quite a bit of noise.
SO I'm rollin high and stylin in my new van!!! It's surreal. I have prayed for it for such a long time that it's overwhelming to have this good gift. That sentence doesn't make sense but because it's just you & me it doesn't have to, cuz you know what I 'm trying to say.Pictures will be posted soon and We'll be nice and green while we're in Florida, goin everywhere in just one car!! Coolio.
So my panty drawer $ is now up to $90.00. I'm going to save alittle more and then buy a web cam.I don't want to take it down to nothing, it seems easier to save when your # is above 50. It's like it is easier to loose wieght after your under 200. Any way thank you for that it is probably one of the best christmas gifts I've ever recived. On that note,are you still sving to go on a cruise?Maybe not activly putting $ in right now,but is that still something that you want to do? I keep meaning to ask and forgetting.
O.K. Here are the sites to get to my 2 favorite songs Youtube Phil Wickham Beautiful & Orthodoxy Eddie Kirkland Lift High is the name of the song. I Love You much and miss you greatly!

Here we go

Ok. This is for you the good the bad and the ugly. The latter 2 being absolutely the most likely. Your gonna have to talk me through most of this. Gary thought that me blogging sounded a little silly, since I only check e-mail once every 6 wks. or so. Anyway it's painless thus far. I would say more but I have a very sick& grumpy(of course the 2 are synonymous with this one) child. Who's sick? You ask? 1 guess. You guessed right, give the lady a prize! Do you know how I know you guessed right? Because, You Know Me, and even though you can't hear the exhausted and exacerbated tone in my voice, you can read it in my print. So please pray for Jeremiah to have a speedy recovery .